weight issues

Everyone, okay not everyone, but lots of people have been highlighting me about my weight. If its about me losing more weight i dont think it would be a problem, but this is gaining more of it.

The thing is, its not something that i can control, as BS as it sounds, its true. I can no longer control the cravings i have, the food im eating. I used to be good at it. but i dont know.

People just dont understand. and a friend of mine called me a makcik just because i gained a few kgs and was wearing t-shirt and at that point in time was walking too, like a makcik - at least thats what he said.

And, I am now trying to avoid at all cost bumping or hanging out with him because I dont want any form of toxicity (is there such word?) in my life. I can be really affected about people commenting on my weight. Yeah, so what if i gained a few kgs. Can always lose it back but if i dont so leave it be. Its my fat u ***k face, didnt ask you to go comment on it. But hey its a free world aint it, people can always say what they want to say.

Please, what have u achieved so far? EXACTLY.

Point made, hey ho, lets go.

again

okay, i think i want to start and write again. i think. not that i'm a consistent blogger previously, but its worth a try.

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see. i dont even know what to write. currently, as of now, im hating my job. i dont know why. but maybe i just dont feel remunerated or valued. thats normal, aint it?

oh and my e-day is coming up!

25.02.2012

:) can't wait.