From the heart.

there will be a time when you will realize that you cant satisfy everybody,
and it works both ways.

But sometimes you thought that maybe you could be the exception
or you thought that what you are or what you portray yourself as, is enough.
But its not.
Nothing is ever enough. and nothing is ever good enough.
But that's life. Its human nature. Its norm.

And there are certain things that i've realized.
Pointing finger is never the answer.


Maybe a change of weather is good.
The best so far i guess.

Its not that I did'nt try.
but maybe trying is overrated.
its alright, this is the time when you know that you have to let certain things go.
Slowly. Pieces by pieces.

Im not gonna say its easy
Its not. Its going to take time.
But its better than what I was feeling before.

To a new beginning, and hopefully, a better one.

work*

Im clueless.
I dont know what i want.
I dont know where my interest lies.
I just dont know.

Certainty.

im not perfect.
and im not asking for perfection.

but i just need to be certain.
Thats it. Certainty.

Space

when you thought all you need was space...
Clearly I need something more than that.

I need to dissappear.