Entah lah

i cant read u sometimes,
and i dont know how to.

susah. sangat susah.

Do you remember?

Im not asking you to make me your number 1.
But, I want you to notice me.
Notice my existence.

Im neither here nor there.
But, Im everywhere.

So tell me, is that too much to ask?

Facebook's Stats

we all have facebook account right?

i mean alllllll of us. even orang yang dah tua pun main facebook skarang.

weird.

but. theres this one status from a friend of mine that goes :

If you like me, please let me know, because you never know I might like you too!

 

seriously. it caught my attention.    

because somehow, its the truth. 

you never know until you try.

but the thing is, what if ure afraid of taking chances?

what if that person doesnt like you back?

taking risks and chances are not my thing when it comes to love. 

rejection is pain. 

i'd rather wait than having to take chances. 

i know its boring and safe. but i still dont have the guts. not just yet. 

or maybe the right one (the one) hasnt come along. Maybe, im not ready to take chances.

So. Lets wait and see for the right one. i think i'll fight for you. maybe, just maybe.

so people. what say you?

Busy

Why am I still wide awake eventho its already 150 am?
Why??!
Because. I. Am. Currently. Doing Work.
It was a last minute thing and a last minute notice.
So yeah. I think I should resume back to my work.
It needs my attention.

Oh. Darn.
Working life sucks.
I mis school!

Monday : 4th January 2010

Monday, 4th of January 2010.

New chapter begins.
A start to something new.
But a day that i will dread because it means that freedom is going to be freedoom!

oh well.
doesnt matter.
I just have to see how things go...
Hopefully, I wont screw things up.

and now i have to force myself to sleep.
coz i slept at 630pm and woke up at 2am.
its 320am. n yes. i cant have my sleep cycle ruined.
not when i have to start working on Monday.

So, people.
Wish me luck. oh. and the very best of luck.
I need it. :)

Lost and Found

one thing i forgot to mention in my previous entry.

2009: the year that i lost a dear friend but gained many.

i dont know whether its a good thing or not,
but i'm sure things happened/happens for a reason.

:)

oh. and to all; HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I hope and really hope that 2010 will be different in many ways.

P/S: Seriously girl, you need a mirror. Yes, its your blog, but i seriously think u need a mirror. and a big one.