Losing weight. NOT!

Puasa: Lost few pounds.

First day of Raya: Gained back what ive lost during fasting month. Mayb i gained more.

DARNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!

i hate my fatself. benci.

k goodnight.

si konon kurus,
*sheyf-ah

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Dearest family and friends,
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir & Batin

20 jari ku susun memohon ampun dan maaf *
(dan juga dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki)

jika ada terkasar bahasa dan tersalah laku, mintak maaf ye,,

** oh oh and selamat makan juga, drive safe and be good ;D

Marital Status: SINGLE

haih. its not just marital status yang single. DAH MEMANG SINGLE pun.
ok okay. ada kawan saya yang memberi explanation logic kenapa org single stil single k,

i said to her, lelaki idaman belum muncul dalam hidup kerana dia masih sesat tak dapat jumpa girls like us (take note: single girls),

oh and she said, and i quote : mebi lelaki idaman kite tuh tgh tunggang kuda, lawan2 byk kingdom sblm dtg jumpa kita,,

oh seriously? i hope so.
our theories make sense kan???! kan?!!,
if it doesnt make sense to you, it does to someone else. (yang stil indenial, mungkin)
hahhaha.
yer yer, saya dan rakan saya stil indenial.
Biarlah! :p

Go fly your own kite,

I keep on saying that I dont want to care about you anymore, and yet, I still feel mad and emotional when your name is brought up in any conversation.

Coz the truth is, i mis you. n i feel betrayed by you.
Cant you just be the same and ditch your lame significant other????????!
because, i know, that youre not you when youre with him.
But who am I to give my piece of mind when what I know about you is getting lesser each day.
I cant compete with him and i cant compete with others.
Im me.
I wish that things are stil the same like it used to, 4 years back.

The only thing i can say is: "Go fly your own kite, coz i might be busy with mine"

raya 09

Last night's family gathering was awesome. as usual.
My uncle brought bunga api n i fired a 'few' of that bunga api and go round and round chasing my little cousins to scare them off.
and when all the firecrackers are banned and u cant get any of it somewhere else, the only thing that u can play with is bunga api and those pop things. (the small white round thing where u hav to throw it on the floor to get that POP effect)
We had poppp war last night and the truth is, im afraid of those pop things. My pregnant cousin threw it at me n i ran away. I wanted so bad to throw it back at her but considering that shes pregnant, im just afraid that the baby might come out at that spur moment.
But that didnt stop me anyways. I threw considerably large amount of Popppers to my sisters and cousins. haha.

Just because I like to see the expression on their faces.

Oh well. I just love family gathering. Dont you?

Family Gath

Mari berbuka puasa bersama family tercinta.

:D

McD

Drive thru McD:

'saya nak McSahur satu bang'


laaaa. tak tau pun McSahur takde. loser betul McD ni.
*sigh*

A key to happiness

There are a few things that can make me happy:

1. an unexpected text from someone (hihi)
2. familia
3. caramel frappucino
4. cupcakes
5. friends and gossips
6. you.
7. and you.
8. good songs.
9. movies
10. and ...???

Mari merompak di carrefour,

Have u ever heard of a story where a trolley full of groceries vanished in a matter of seconds? Sounds unbelievable but that’s what happened in Carrefour a few hours ago. The funny thing about this is that, of all the things that a person could steal, it had to be groceries. I mean come on, of all the things??! I know groceries are valuable and one trolley can sum up to at least RM250 worth of necessities.

But, but, but… have some mercy to the people who had to go round and round the store and search for their specific needs. Kesian kan?
I guess when one is desperate; there are no limits whatsoever imposed on them. Desperate times, call for desperate measures.

The world is not a safe place, not anymore.
Not just because of the groceries that got stolen, but the fact that the least of things that you could think of got stolen, what about the things that are so apparent to the eyes of human?

Now now, no worries. Spiderman is here. NOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!

Frustrations

One of the major good things on writing an entry is; the sky is ur limit.
So, today, I am going to voice out my frustrations.
I know sometimes I wrote things that are too vague and nobody can actually decipher the message that im sending. But the truth is, I dont know how to express my anger or frustrations in a clear manner.

I tend to hold my feelings back and not to opt for my freedom of expression. Thus, to be safe, I conceal things and try to say few details as possible. Eventho we all know its defeating the purpose of a blog, but what am i to do?

And frustrations.
If only things went a little bit smoother and if only I could reach the stars before the night ends...

If only.

A goodbye note

Attempts by attempts.
All seems to be a failure.
U're pushing me away.
U were'nt there. and u are not even here right now.

Dont say something like 'im in the middle of a crisis right now', coz ure making it worst.
and just dont find me when problems decide to visit.

I tried.
This is a note telling you that I no longer want to be there for you.
And i dont need you to be there for me too.
and that, this is me giving up.

Goodbye.