I mis You. I do.

Holidays. I love holidays. But the downside of it is that i dont get to meet my friends that often.

crack stupid jokes and laugh till ur jaw hurts or to lepak in the lab and play with those amazing chairs yang beroda itu. hahhaaha.
I miss my friends!

permanent

the only thing that is permanent in this world is change. or changes.

The scariest thing about growing up is to allow changes into ur life. There are a lot of changes a person has to go through. Changes to your physique, personality and even changes in the surroundings.
But, what about your friends?
Do u have different sets of friends when u enter university and did u retain ur old friends from high school or primary school?
Sometimes a person u befriend with for so long can change in a matter of seconds.

The sad thing about this is that u have no right to say no to it.
Or to say stop. Why?
Because u have to look in the mirror.

Are u the same person that you are 10 years ago or 8 years ago?
or even 3 years back?

Maybe, maybe not.

insignificant.

you are insignificant. *sigh*

Happy?

When I was small, I wanted to become a scientist. I wanted to be able to contribute to the mankind or to be able to change the world. (I know its cliché. But come on. I was a kid!)

Maybe I was desperate to prove that I can do something. But knowing myself, of course la semua tu hangat-hangat tahi ayam sahaja. (ahaha.)

I suck at science anyways. Its not that I hate science, but I’m just stupid at it. Oh well what to do.
But my point is, when I was small, I look at things differently. On the surface to be precise.

Now that Im an adult. Oh wait, scratch that. Now that I’m a young adult, perception on things change. I learn new things. Pick up a trick or two.

But seriously, it doesn’t matter if you are able to propose any changes to the world anyways. What matters the most is what u have accomplished as a person. What you feel inside is much more important as opposed to what people see outside.

You can say that u’re satisfied to 1 million people, but at the end of the day, we all know that it comes down to your own feelings.

Ask yourself: “Am I happy?”

And if the answer is in the affirmative. Then ask yourself again : “y?”

Stop! or dont stop. Like i care,,,,

i have to stop eating.
Seriously. My mom should stop buying nasi lemak for me every single morning.
I can choose not to eat. But darn it. I love food.

STOP EATING!!!!!
I hate my perut. hahaha.