lies. do we have to lie?
i dont know. but it seems to be a perfect solution to all things.
to avoid someone being hurt, i lied. i hate lying. especially to the person i care.
the guilt. having to think about it the whole day. and night.
so.
lying is not a solution. but i have to. out of necessity?
mayb.
now i know how it feels. dammit.
please dont blame me. i am not at fault.
and so i hope.